Showing posts with label personal. Show all posts
Showing posts with label personal. Show all posts

Tuesday, April 28, 2020

A Letter to Adhirai on her 3rd birthday!

The day exactly three years ago from this day was the second most memorable day for our entire family. Our first milestone was achieved! ya, baby.... you came like a gift to us! That wetness due to the first and last touch of umbilical chord on my left toe! I will never forget in my life. I always feel my toe has that moisture even in a dry land. Whenever I see my toe, the birthing room with full of my emotions only come to my mind. You are a rare soul, you came exactly 5 years 10 months from our marriage. I named you on the very first day you came into me as 'happy'. I think that is why you are giving immense pleasure to us every day. We cherish every moment of our togetherness. Every now and then you weaved a memory with in us. We were not that happy before you born; you showed us life will be this beautiful. We haven't laughed together like we laughed with you. You actually has increased our husband-wife relationship happier and better. Now I & Srini love each other more; have understood each other more; respect each other's differences. We learnt how to love unconditionally from you. Your trust on us has made us responsible. The belief system that evolved in our family, all because of you. You are making our house live. You have become the meaning of our life. You are the mark of our happiness.

The individualism you showed increased our confidence of facing life. You are the person who challenge the challenge. The gut feeling you have….., happppppaaa. We have admired it many times. How this girl can be this confident, this much understanding, this true to self and us.. You have taught me more than I did to you. We are growing everyday by listening to you.

There is no husband-wife setup in our family after your birth. Over the time, our home is like a hostel room of three friends. I always love to play with you; chat with you; hear the dynamic stories you weave everyday, your creative play, your nature walk, your cute cute yoga postures, our single plate sharing eateries, the way you feed your dad and mom; the tight hugs while sleeping; your lazy morning get ups; your lovely 'no's when I wake you up and clinging on to your dad, your 'ohm namachivaya's and slogans; your 'aaruvadhu sinam' talks; your gut talks to your grandpa; your first drawing 'ettu kaal poochi' and your second drawing 'led bulb'; your tight kisses, your cricket plays with dad, your cyclings, you gym time on the park rope… on the top of all, your clinging on me for breast milk… I loved to breast feed you, I enjoyed the entire process of feeding. I have the satisfaction that I did my very first duty as mom fully with lots of love. When you were 2.7 years, I stopped mother feeding with no heart.

Kid, you are the eye opener for me. You made me love you and Srini for no reason. Love you my sweet heart!
  

Monday, September 13, 2010

A small post for making you to remember me!

Hi friends,

Nice to talk to you after a long time. Yes I gave a long break for blogging bcoz of some stress in my mind... Some troubles particularly 'fear on future'... Yes, the idea of doing higher studies had been dropped down here... Hmm...:(.... fine..:) its enough thinking too much of it.. No other way for me, i have to take the things as it comes..;)...(the caption of my blog plays a main role in my life after creating this blog... ha ha...ha....) All izz well..

You know.., my duty nowadays is relaxing..;)... Actually time is being better now.. except some bitter memories of my life, everything is fine... I have stopped using mobile more nowadays, almost not even once on most of the days.. Living away from these stuffs is really nice and relaxing... Reading newspapers, library magazines... getting more familiar with current affairs, yes... life is going well... I think I need to remember tat I'm an engineer.. yes, because tat much distant i am from my field... cooking , kitchen works, books, novels.... life is tooo liiive.... these lively moments, I won't get in my future... This life will never come back so enjoying to the most...

We are living in 21st century,somewat modernized people.. living under pressure, often meeting deadline... We cant come out of this.. But often i fell on thinking like being in 15th century...:) But... Each of us might meet some unnecessary painful moments in our life in our past... I too... And.. you know, there is no other better medicine than time... yes, T I M E is the best medicine forever... It has the power of curing everything.

Yes, This 'time' alone made me to fall in good things even i'm free for all time. It only taught me to become a fruitful person.. If this free time was not here, I would not identify that I have poem writing skills and documentation skills..

I dont know the purpose of this post, even i'm getting confusing in naming this post....;) All this is for sharing my life with you... I want to conclude with a small punch dialogue "Be satisfied with what you have." Bye dear...:) Stay Cool....